All were coming so rush. Honestly to say that I am not ready to flight. Last Thursday, I just went to apply visa and the next day could be collected. On that day, Joy had told me that I have to fly on the next night after getting visa. These all came too sudden. I had planned to meet my best friends, lemon and key but it was failed in final. I still have many friends want to meet like VCD families, Sony colluagues and Debbie. But that is no choice, I could not make it.
On that day, I sent message out to all my close friends to inform the, exactly that is 1st of April. Most of them thought that was a fool message. Haha! I felt funny as well. I don’t explain more for those who didn’t believe. Of course, I called directly to some of my close friends-Chen Wei & Mun Kuan.
At that night, I felt very touch and appreciated for SS purposely comes to find me have dinner since she is inconvenience to come. Make me so touch. Love you all so much. And, my good+cute+funny roommate also skipped her class to join the dinner, make me felt touch. Actually i felt that i have many things want to share with her although i didn't talk so much to her. That feel like "一切尽在不言中”.
Besides, I also want to say thanks to Lemon for she purposely comes to LCCT and meet me. She is a very very nice and friendly senior and even my good friend.
Furthermore, i feel most touch and almost want cry is my roommate-Pek hern. She purposely skipped class at the last night to join the dinner and drove me to LCCT and gave me her SE handset battery since my battery is gone on that critical time. Without battery, my handset totally could not work and I could not contact the people in Thailand. So she gave me her battery and went back home alone. I blessed her whole the way. My lovely roommate, thank you very much..touch..Love U..Muackz. :* I will take care of your battery as well. Hehe. I had cried after leaving you, T_T.
When the airplane was flying away,i felt i very bu shi de all of you, my best buddies, G18 and my lovely VCD families. I am not enough strong, i was tearing. I don't know where i can meet you all again. I don't know when am i coming back? I don't know will you forget me soonest. I don't want lost contact with you all. I don't want become stranger after i come back. T_T.
I will miss you all always. Please keep update with me. :)
I could feel my friend would like to reject the offer since she kept asking my decision. Is she waiting me to open mouth to reject? I don’t know. But I insist my though that waiting their working permit while hunting jobs. Depend on which offer me in advance. Thus, I feel I am not available to persuade her and ask her keep Positive thinking right now. I don’t want her go because of me. It will make me more burdens when we go over there. Then, I encourage her to re-think properly and convince her that I would respect her any decision although it will make me hurt. After that, I start to escape her. I didn’t find her to talk and didn’t want to listen her because I scare her answer to say “NO”.
After few days, I saw her left “hi” in Msn to me. I just ignored it. But I can sense the bad thing would be happened soon. I have to face the realistic. Yes, she told me her decision ultimately. I felt I could get ready to accept any answer from her. Yet, I get hurt and sad so much. I can’t control my tear falling down. Sorry to my friend, I cannot pretend didn’t happen anything at that moment. Of course, that is not right and wrong. That is her choice, she have her own reasons. But I also have my own emotion. Please let me go. At that moment, I really don’t want to see and listen her anymore.
There are a lot of considerations. However, I have to thanks for BOON. Due to some words from him, I have realized something and given me the courage to take the risk. I always said thanks for his scold and made up my mind. Last and no least, I still insisted to go although there are unstable political issued and my friend FKK.
Besides, I need to apologize to someone. In the whole long way, he never gives up to support me but i keep blaming him could not tell me the reasons and persuade me. Yup, he always takes it easy and thinking positive. He thought these would not happen at all whether what I worried. He only thought that I am thinking too much, worried too much. Without any reasons and solutions for my worried, I definitely could not be convinced. Anyways, i felt touch for him support all the ways.
Although i feel very hurt from my friend but i am also getting precious friendship from other friends. This is a good lesson in my life.
I keep waiting almost one month, we did not receive any news from Thailand yet. We are keeps asking the approval letter for making working permit in Malaysia. But they were only keep delaying. We have no working approximately 1 and half months since they required us to start work in 1st March. I really can not accept their efficient. I am very angry that they were keep asking us to start working early but they make us to keep waiting since we are promise to start work on 1st of March. I totally can not imagine their working efficient, even thought how they help us to get working permit in Thailand if we go over there to work. I confidence to say, our salary will be delay and delay again due to working permit could not be approve. How I can trust this company?
I definitely disappointed on their work and commitment. They only convince us to don’t worry but they are keeps doing nothing. How is the company developing?
I am very angry and disappointed right now. I feel that I seem have being cheated. But I really don’t know what I should to do? Who can give me advice? Do I need to keep waiting since I have waited 1 month? Should I give up no matter approval can get immediately? I LOST. I hate this thing occurred. I hate to face it. I know these emotion or moody can not solve any problem. Actually I know what my next step is but I only want to release my frustration here.
My friend asked me that we need to give her deadline? But I though it is no point to suggest this idea. Do you mean we just wait until the deadline give up and DIE HEART? In fact, from a rational point of view, I should not to wait and without doing anything here. I should go to looking for another job to prevent myself in case anything happen for Thailand offer. If I get other good offer, I no need to consider that offer any more and just reject them directly. I think this only the way what I can do. So she heard what i told. But in the other hand, I know she is re-thinking the offer right now.
However, I really don’t know should I accept the Thailand offer if I can not get other offer in this period? Tell honestly, I still want to try although I know that is irrational. Maybe we can not get the salary in the first few months are high rate.
I have been working in Sony for 6 months since August 2009. (I worked in Sony for six months) Maybe most of my friends are curious to know mu current situation and have a lot of questions like that “Have I already resigned?” Why I want to resign?” “Then, what is your next step.” Actually I hate these of questions. I don’t like to answers at all and even I would not like to admit that I have resigned in order to skip the following questions. Sorry to all my dear friends for the responses. I have to say I’m not used to inform my situation to anyone including my family. Sometimes, I would only share to my intimate friends by myself when I feel like I’m willing to tell. It is very depends on my mood. I don’t really like people to ask more, especially those people who only want to gossip but they are never close with me or even care about me. There is no point for my sharing, very sorry to say that.
However, I will inform you all especially my true friends about my latest life. Yes, I had resigned from working in Sony which at Bangi on Feb. I am not sure as if the decision is correct or not but I have already resigned, that is the fact that can not be changed. However, I do not regret because I know what I am doing.
Now, come up with the question “Why you want to resign?” Actually I can get an offer from Double A company through a seminar but they offer me to work in Thailand. My friend and I also get the same offer where the position is to work as Financial Executive in Thailand. Besides, the company offers up to Thai Bath 480000 (around RM4800) to us including allowances but the basic salary is only Thai Bath 22000 (around RM2200). Ya, the basic salary is quite low for a foreign employee because we can get anywhere in Malaysia easily
At that monent, I was very struggling to accept this offer. I had tried to ask some friends who had worked in Thai and worked in the same company. However, all the information seems like quite negative. My friends said there are employees who come from oversea whether China or Malaysia, they could not get the salary due to delayed working permit. One of my friends who come from Malaysia also faced the same problem. After she knew the fact, she totally could not accept and forgive for such a thing occurred. She felt like she was cheated. So she did not wait until the approval of the working permit and she resigned from the job and came back to Malaysia. About another employee is still waiting for the working permit and working for the company without salary. Furthermore, my friend told perhaps you can not even get back the salary since you are working “illegal” while waiting working permit to be approved. Oh My God! This is TOO BAD! I really can feel that she was cheated. Moreover, she said the laptop allowance would not be given at full amount. They will pay a part of it only. I feel CHEATED again. Why HR is so not honest to us? I feel they are just using the attractive amount to cheat us over to work there.
However, at my first thought, it is cannot be denied that is a good chance to work in foreign country since the re is an offer. Here are my reasons to work in Thai: I) to gain more and different life experience II) to explore more new things about Thai, no matter culture or working style III) hoping that I can travel to surrounding countries like Laos, Vietnam and Cambodia. IV) higher income compare to Malaysia (if everything is going smooth)
However, I am worried about that I will be the one of them working without being salary paid. How long do I need to wait? How can I survive without income and family support there? I am not a rich enough to survive without money. Beside of that, after I checked the flight to Laos, Vietnam or Cambodia by Air Asia from KLIA, I found that the price is cheaper than travelling from Thai if there are any promotions from Air Asia.
In a summary, there are a few of negative influences if we are working in Thai:I) Maybe without salary in the first few months. II) Boring life without friends and family there, no entertainments III) Cannot get cheaper price for travelling. Taking public bus is long distance. IV) Basic is low and no EPF VI) If we only work for 3 months, we need to find another work after that. Everything start from zero again. That is damn SHIT. VII) I worried about my parents since they are no longer your. I will regret that I am not beside them if anything happened.
I am very struggling. However, my friend and I had already made up our mind and we still insist to go over there. Are we crazy? Are we too irrational? Well, never try; never know. Then, we will not give up although we had heard a lot of negative influences. On the other hand, we don’t want to regret since the opportunity is given. So, both of us had resigned our current work in Jan since they requested us to start working on 1st of March. Then, we planed to enjoy the whole Feb and the Chinese New Year. Get ready to TRY or DIE.
