I could feel my friend would like to reject the offer since she kept asking my decision. Is she waiting me to open mouth to reject? I don’t know. But I insist my though that waiting their working permit while hunting jobs. Depend on which offer me in advance. Thus, I feel I am not available to persuade her and ask her keep Positive thinking right now. I don’t want her go because of me. It will make me more burdens when we go over there. Then, I encourage her to re-think properly and convince her that I would respect her any decision although it will make me hurt. After that, I start to escape her. I didn’t find her to talk and didn’t want to listen her because I scare her answer to say “NO”.
After few days, I saw her left “hi” in Msn to me. I just ignored it. But I can sense the bad thing would be happened soon. I have to face the realistic. Yes, she told me her decision ultimately. I felt I could get ready to accept any answer from her. Yet, I get hurt and sad so much. I can’t control my tear falling down. Sorry to my friend, I cannot pretend didn’t happen anything at that moment. Of course, that is not right and wrong. That is her choice, she have her own reasons. But I also have my own emotion. Please let me go. At that moment, I really don’t want to see and listen her anymore.
There are a lot of considerations. However, I have to thanks for BOON. Due to some words from him, I have realized something and given me the courage to take the risk. I always said thanks for his scold and made up my mind. Last and no least, I still insisted to go although there are unstable political issued and my friend FKK.
Besides, I need to apologize to someone. In the whole long way, he never gives up to support me but i keep blaming him could not tell me the reasons and persuade me. Yup, he always takes it easy and thinking positive. He thought these would not happen at all whether what I worried. He only thought that I am thinking too much, worried too much. Without any reasons and solutions for my worried, I definitely could not be convinced. Anyways, i felt touch for him support all the ways.
Although i feel very hurt from my friend but i am also getting precious friendship from other friends. This is a good lesson in my life.
2010年3月30日星期二
2010年3月26日星期五
Updated working status
I keep waiting almost one month, we did not receive any news from Thailand yet. We are keeps asking the approval letter for making working permit in Malaysia. But they were only keep delaying. We have no working approximately 1 and half months since they required us to start work in 1st March. I really can not accept their efficient. I am very angry that they were keep asking us to start working early but they make us to keep waiting since we are promise to start work on 1st of March. I totally can not imagine their working efficient, even thought how they help us to get working permit in Thailand if we go over there to work. I confidence to say, our salary will be delay and delay again due to working permit could not be approve. How I can trust this company?
I definitely disappointed on their work and commitment. They only convince us to don’t worry but they are keeps doing nothing. How is the company developing?
I am very angry and disappointed right now. I feel that I seem have being cheated. But I really don’t know what I should to do? Who can give me advice? Do I need to keep waiting since I have waited 1 month? Should I give up no matter approval can get immediately? I LOST. I hate this thing occurred. I hate to face it. I know these emotion or moody can not solve any problem. Actually I know what my next step is but I only want to release my frustration here.
My friend asked me that we need to give her deadline? But I though it is no point to suggest this idea. Do you mean we just wait until the deadline give up and DIE HEART? In fact, from a rational point of view, I should not to wait and without doing anything here. I should go to looking for another job to prevent myself in case anything happen for Thailand offer. If I get other good offer, I no need to consider that offer any more and just reject them directly. I think this only the way what I can do. So she heard what i told. But in the other hand, I know she is re-thinking the offer right now.
However, I really don’t know should I accept the Thailand offer if I can not get other offer in this period? Tell honestly, I still want to try although I know that is irrational. Maybe we can not get the salary in the first few months are high rate.
I definitely disappointed on their work and commitment. They only convince us to don’t worry but they are keeps doing nothing. How is the company developing?
I am very angry and disappointed right now. I feel that I seem have being cheated. But I really don’t know what I should to do? Who can give me advice? Do I need to keep waiting since I have waited 1 month? Should I give up no matter approval can get immediately? I LOST. I hate this thing occurred. I hate to face it. I know these emotion or moody can not solve any problem. Actually I know what my next step is but I only want to release my frustration here.
My friend asked me that we need to give her deadline? But I though it is no point to suggest this idea. Do you mean we just wait until the deadline give up and DIE HEART? In fact, from a rational point of view, I should not to wait and without doing anything here. I should go to looking for another job to prevent myself in case anything happen for Thailand offer. If I get other good offer, I no need to consider that offer any more and just reject them directly. I think this only the way what I can do. So she heard what i told. But in the other hand, I know she is re-thinking the offer right now.
However, I really don’t know should I accept the Thailand offer if I can not get other offer in this period? Tell honestly, I still want to try although I know that is irrational. Maybe we can not get the salary in the first few months are high rate.
2010年2月23日星期二
Thailand Offered
I have been working in Sony for 6 months since August 2009. (I worked in Sony for six months) Maybe most of my friends are curious to know mu current situation and have a lot of questions like that “Have I already resigned?” Why I want to resign?” “Then, what is your next step.” Actually I hate these of questions. I don’t like to answers at all and even I would not like to admit that I have resigned in order to skip the following questions. Sorry to all my dear friends for the responses. I have to say I’m not used to inform my situation to anyone including my family. Sometimes, I would only share to my intimate friends by myself when I feel like I’m willing to tell. It is very depends on my mood. I don’t really like people to ask more, especially those people who only want to gossip but they are never close with me or even care about me. There is no point for my sharing, very sorry to say that.
However, I will inform you all especially my true friends about my latest life.
Yes, I had resigned from working in Sony which at Bangi on Feb. I am not sure as if the decision is correct or not but I have already resigned, that is the fact that can not be changed. However, I do not regret because I know what I am doing.
Now, come up with the question “Why you want to resign?”
Actually I can get an offer from Double A company through a seminar but they offer me to work in Thailand. My friend and I also get the same offer where the position is to work as Financial Executive in Thailand. Besides, the company offers up to Thai Bath 480000 (around RM4800) to us including allowances but the basic salary is only Thai Bath 22000 (around RM2200). Ya, the basic salary is quite low for a foreign employee because we can get anywhere in Malaysia easily
At that monent, I was very struggling to accept this offer. I had tried to ask some friends who had worked in Thai and worked in the same company. However, all the information seems like quite negative. My friends said there are employees who come from oversea whether China or Malaysia, they could not get the salary due to delayed working permit. One of my friends who come from Malaysia also faced the same problem. After she knew the fact, she totally could not accept and forgive for such a thing occurred. She felt like she was cheated. So she did not wait until the approval of the working permit and she resigned from the job and came back to Malaysia. About another employee is still waiting for the working permit and working for the company without salary. Furthermore, my friend told perhaps you can not even get back the salary since you are working “illegal” while waiting working permit to be approved. Oh My God! This is TOO BAD! I really can feel that she was cheated. Moreover, she said the laptop allowance would not be given at full amount. They will pay a part of it only. I feel CHEATED again. Why HR is so not honest to us? I feel they are just using the attractive amount to cheat us over to work there.
However, at my first thought, it is cannot be denied that is a good chance to work in foreign country since the re is an offer. Here are my reasons to work in Thai:
I) to gain more and different life experience
II) to explore more new things about Thai, no matter culture or working style
III) hoping that I can travel to surrounding countries like Laos, Vietnam and Cambodia.
IV) higher income compare to Malaysia (if everything is going smooth)
However, I am worried about that I will be the one of them working without being salary paid. How long do I need to wait? How can I survive without income and family support there? I am not a rich enough to survive without money. Beside of that, after I checked the flight to Laos, Vietnam or Cambodia by Air Asia from KLIA, I found that the price is cheaper than travelling from Thai if there are any promotions from Air Asia.
In a summary, there are a few of negative influences if we are working in Thai:I) Maybe without salary in the first few months.
II) Boring life without friends and family there, no entertainments
III) Cannot get cheaper price for travelling. Taking public bus is long distance.
IV) Basic is low and no EPF
VI) If we only work for 3 months, we need to find another work after that. Everything start from zero again. That is damn SHIT.
VII) I worried about my parents since they are no longer your. I will regret that I am not beside them if anything happened.
I am very struggling. However, my friend and I had already made up our mind and we still insist to go over there. Are we crazy? Are we too irrational? Well, never try; never know. Then, we will not give up although we had heard a lot of negative influences. On the other hand, we don’t want to regret since the opportunity is given. So, both of us had resigned our current work in Jan since they requested us to start working on 1st of March. Then, we planed to enjoy the whole Feb and the Chinese New Year. Get ready to TRY or DIE.
However, I will inform you all especially my true friends about my latest life.
Yes, I had resigned from working in Sony which at Bangi on Feb. I am not sure as if the decision is correct or not but I have already resigned, that is the fact that can not be changed. However, I do not regret because I know what I am doing.
Now, come up with the question “Why you want to resign?”
Actually I can get an offer from Double A company through a seminar but they offer me to work in Thailand. My friend and I also get the same offer where the position is to work as Financial Executive in Thailand. Besides, the company offers up to Thai Bath 480000 (around RM4800) to us including allowances but the basic salary is only Thai Bath 22000 (around RM2200). Ya, the basic salary is quite low for a foreign employee because we can get anywhere in Malaysia easily
At that monent, I was very struggling to accept this offer. I had tried to ask some friends who had worked in Thai and worked in the same company. However, all the information seems like quite negative. My friends said there are employees who come from oversea whether China or Malaysia, they could not get the salary due to delayed working permit. One of my friends who come from Malaysia also faced the same problem. After she knew the fact, she totally could not accept and forgive for such a thing occurred. She felt like she was cheated. So she did not wait until the approval of the working permit and she resigned from the job and came back to Malaysia. About another employee is still waiting for the working permit and working for the company without salary. Furthermore, my friend told perhaps you can not even get back the salary since you are working “illegal” while waiting working permit to be approved. Oh My God! This is TOO BAD! I really can feel that she was cheated. Moreover, she said the laptop allowance would not be given at full amount. They will pay a part of it only. I feel CHEATED again. Why HR is so not honest to us? I feel they are just using the attractive amount to cheat us over to work there.
However, at my first thought, it is cannot be denied that is a good chance to work in foreign country since the re is an offer. Here are my reasons to work in Thai:
I) to gain more and different life experience
II) to explore more new things about Thai, no matter culture or working style
III) hoping that I can travel to surrounding countries like Laos, Vietnam and Cambodia.
IV) higher income compare to Malaysia (if everything is going smooth)
However, I am worried about that I will be the one of them working without being salary paid. How long do I need to wait? How can I survive without income and family support there? I am not a rich enough to survive without money. Beside of that, after I checked the flight to Laos, Vietnam or Cambodia by Air Asia from KLIA, I found that the price is cheaper than travelling from Thai if there are any promotions from Air Asia.
In a summary, there are a few of negative influences if we are working in Thai:I) Maybe without salary in the first few months.
II) Boring life without friends and family there, no entertainments
III) Cannot get cheaper price for travelling. Taking public bus is long distance.
IV) Basic is low and no EPF
VI) If we only work for 3 months, we need to find another work after that. Everything start from zero again. That is damn SHIT.
VII) I worried about my parents since they are no longer your. I will regret that I am not beside them if anything happened.
I am very struggling. However, my friend and I had already made up our mind and we still insist to go over there. Are we crazy? Are we too irrational? Well, never try; never know. Then, we will not give up although we had heard a lot of negative influences. On the other hand, we don’t want to regret since the opportunity is given. So, both of us had resigned our current work in Jan since they requested us to start working on 1st of March. Then, we planed to enjoy the whole Feb and the Chinese New Year. Get ready to TRY or DIE.
2010年1月17日星期日
2010年1月15日星期五
“我有一个梦想" ~马丁。路德。金
1月15号 是美國已故著名黑人民權領袖馬丁.路德.金博士七十三周年誕辰，让我想起他当年为二十五万黑人為爭取民權，在首都華盛頓集會中发表的精彩著名演说“我有一个梦想"。
每个伟大的理念
最初听起来都只是狂想
换来的。。。总是一片残酷的嘘声
1955年 12月 1日，
在美国阿拉巴马州，
有一名黑人女工-露莎。帕克斯拒绝接受当时黑白种族隔离政策的规定，
竟然坐在巴士的前排。
结果，引发了一场波澜壮阔争取种族禁斗争，改写人类历史。
当时大部分人都在耻笑他，
认为他不可能成功。
就是因为人有梦想，
所以我们会相信，
有一天，黑白隔离政策会结束，
有一天，人类会在月球山漫步。
所以，我们永远不应该怀疑一群有梦想，
而又肯为梦想付出的人，
是有能力改变蛇世界的。
各位，今天大家在这里，
眼前就是改变世界的机会，
问题是你们敢不敢实现这梦想。
当天那个叫露莎的女人
遇上一位黑人民权领袖-马丁。路德。金
他们一起努力，
终于梦想成真。
为什么？
因为他们都相信
“我有个梦想"
" I Have A Dream"
也因为他的信念 ，他当时的坚持，
他運用甘地的甘地的非暴力不合作運動的手段爭取自由的方式。
他为美國民權運動的發展做出的巨大貢獻，
给千百万在哪摧残生命的不义之火种受煎熬的黑女带来了希望。
它之到来犹如欢乐的黎明，
结束了束缚黑人的漫漫长夜。
更换来了今日的黑人总统-奥巴马。
他運用甘地的甘地的非暴力不合作運動的手段爭取自由的方式。
他为美國民權運動的發展做出的巨大貢獻，
给千百万在哪摧残生命的不义之火种受煎熬的黑女带来了希望。
它之到来犹如欢乐的黎明，
结束了束缚黑人的漫漫长夜。
更换来了今日的黑人总统-奥巴马。
2010年1月2日星期六
2010@地球年II--國際環保篇：救地球‧靠巧思
每天都有超過25萬人來來往往的斯德哥爾摩中央火車站。
地球暖化問題日益嚴重，在即將踏入21世紀另1個10年前，各國開始思索的問題不再是開發地球資源，而是如何回饋已遍體鱗傷、滿目瘡痍的地球。從歐美國家到亞洲地區，人們開始實施各種節能減碳的措施，希望在地球尚未被人類完全蹂躪、毀滅前，及時挽救地球這個人類的居所。
韓國——柏油碎石化為能源
韓國首爾仁川機場被批是韓國最高能源消費的建築物，近來追隨世界的節能大趨勢，仁川機場大片停機坪及停車場都鋪了柏油碎石，可充作公路能源系統。400平方米的停機坪，能生能熱能，足夠為1棟1500平方米的辦公大樓供暖。
瑞典——人體熱能化作暖氣
瑞典首都斯德哥爾摩1幢新辦公大樓準備引入節能新概念，那就是利用附近中央火車站川流不息的人流身上發出的熱能作為暖氣，協助為大樓供暖。
瑞典Jernhuset公司的專案計劃主管松德霍爾姆說，體熱會將水變暖，水然後會被抽吸進管道，輸送至車站附近那幢新辦公大樓去。該大樓將容納1間小型酒店和幾間商店，預期在2010年初完工。
他介紹，有關供暖系統不複雜，也不需要付出高昂的成本，只需鋪設泵和地下管道，建成後，可節省該大樓的供暖費用達20%。
挪威——生態監獄
態監獄，受刑人自己種菜、養牛羊，自給自足。
巴斯托伊島生態監獄甚少設防，使用太陽能發電，食物絕大部份自產自食，凡是能回收再利用的物品，絕不丟棄，並盡其所能，減少二氧化碳排放量。
這項計劃預計用10年時間完成。目前，已有環保團體援助該監獄生產高品質糧食，絕大部份供應監獄廚房，有剩下的才出售給其他監獄或別的地方。
日本——充電太陽能車
響應環保，許多人改用電動車代步，迎接電動腳車年代到來，日本家電業巨擘三洋電子公司近日推出太陽能車，為電動腳車提供充電服務。這款太陽能車安裝四面太陽能板，未來將在路上趴趴走，為有需要的腳車供電，節能環保。
美國——廢棄食油當汽油
美國生態學家曾透過回收廢棄食用油，驅動1輛舊校車，展開一段綠色覺醒之旅，成功證明汽車可以靠較不污染的再生燃料驅動。
這輛1974年出廠的白色美巴士，從2004年12月1日離開加州舊金山，當時它攜帶了從中國餐館和墨西哥餐館中搜羅來的550升廢油。它駛經厄地馬拉、薩爾瓦多、洪都拉斯和尼加拉瓜，最終到達哥斯達黎加。
從美國邊境出發，這輛巴士靠著鱷梨油驅動走了一週，證明了汽車可以靠較不污染的再生燃料驅動。沿途上，巴士還風塵僕僕地到煉油廠、工廠及餐廳收集植物油。
與石油不同，具有碳中和屬性的植物油，燃燒後釋放的碳與植物生長期間吸收的碳量相同。
荷蘭——養豬排泄物發電
養豬不只能生產火腿和鹹肉，還能發電！
荷蘭南部斯泰克瑟爾豬農霍爾雷福特斯的養豬場飼養了2700頭豬，為了響應政府鼓勵製造和使用環保能源運動，他讓工作人員將豬隻的排泄物送至豬場內1個生物沼氣發電廠的分解槽內，利用豬群排泄物製造生物沼氣發電。
豬糞和槽內的劣質谷物、胡蘿卜汁等其他有機廢物混合後，通過細菌就會分解產生沼氣，當沼氣被吸入發電機，便能產生電能，過剩的電力還可以轉供國家電力網使用。荷蘭政府津貼每兆瓦177盾（約343新元），以資獎勵。目前，荷蘭大約有50座養豬場運營沼氣廠。
肯雅——太陽能爐DIY
定居肯雅的博默自製陽春太陽能爐，可以減少燒柴取火，一來可保住樹林，二來又不會對環境造成嚴重污染。
他在紙皮箱先鋪了一層反射金屬薄片，再塗上黑漆，以大量吸收太陽能。上頭再鋪上一塊透明的蓋子，保存熱度，能使鍋子裡的水加熱。它可以用來煮開水，與一般爐子一樣，熱度足以殺菌，也可用來烹調。
台北——焚屍爐發動冷氣
台北市第二殯儀館火化場去年11月起採環保節能新措施，運用平均每天火化52具遺體所產生的熱能，轉化成殯儀館內家屬休息室的冷氣，估計每天可省3000多台幣電費。
二殯館長楊志賢表示，二殯每天開10個火化爐，每個爐約燒8小時，平均每天燒52具遺體，每具燒90分鐘，只要有一火化爐啟動就可提供熱能，足以啟動90噸冷凍主機送出冷氣，讓100多坪家屬休息室維持攝氏26至28度。
傳統冷氣機需100瓩電力，這套吸收式冷凍主機只需3瓩，省下97%的電力。
英國——水泥吸收二氧化碳
水泥，這個昔日被認為是排放二氧化碳導緻全球氣候變暖的“罪人”，在英國科學家的發明下，開始轉變為吸收二氧化碳的有力武器。
總部設在倫敦的Novacem公司首席科學家稱，這種新型環保的水泥的誕生意味著水泥行業從“重大的二氧化碳排放者到重要的二氧化碳吸收者的角色的轉變”。
Novacem水泥以鎂矽酸鹽為基礎原料，它不僅在製造過程中比標準水泥需要的熱量少，而且在硬化過程中還能夠有效吸收空氣中大量的二氧化碳，這使得生產總體上是“碳負性”的每噸水泥能吸收0.6噸的二氧化碳，因此，不會產生碳足跡。
2010年- 地球年 I
新的一年，有新展望前先看看應該關注的焦點吧！
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全 球暖化有多嚴重？2009年12月初，衛星發現一座約相等有2個香港島大小的巨型冰山，正逼近澳洲，澳洲科學家表示，如此巨型的冰山漂流百年罕見，並表 示，如果海洋溫度因地球暖化而持續上升，這種不尋常的冰山漂移將會屢見不鮮。衛星圖片顯示，由冰架崩裂出來、在海上漂浮的冰山，面積達400平方公里，後 來一分為二，其中一座約19公里長的冰山B17B（左上）漂向西澳洲。（圖：法新社）
2010年的世界，貧窮暫時放在一邊，戰爭已經不算甚麼。
全球的焦點，是在那2度C。
2度C，是地球溫度上升的上限。哥本哈根氣候變遷大會提醒說，地球溫度上升必須控制在2度C以下。
為甚麼是2度C？
只要超過2度C，北極冰帽就會消失，海水溫度上升，海洋生物面臨死亡，農作物受干旱破壞，熱浪與森林大火席捲各地，小島國家被海水淹沒。
人類將面對一場生存浩劫。
好萊塢式的馬雅曆2012年世界末日，也許並不會即刻上演，但是，災難卻隨著時間的前進，溫度的升高，而一一成為事實。
聯合國的跨政府氣候變遷專家小組（IPCC）報告指出，人類的活動，包括土地利用、工業生產、城市化和生活型態，都排放大量溫室氣體（Greenhouse Gas），從而造成地球升溫。
地球升溫人類造成地球升溫的種種因素，超過90%是人類自己造成。
人類知道溫度上升會毀滅世界，但是，卻依照熱衷追求高排放的經濟成長模式，也習慣於高消耗的生活方式，樂此不疲，不會輕易放棄。
就好像一缸水裡的青蛙，水的溫度逐漸的升高，青蛙始終無動於衷，甚至愜意無比；直到溫度過了臨界點，它已經跳不出水缸，活活被煮死。
青蛙沒有意識到水溫上升，所以不會跳出水缸。人類呢？
美國和中國是世界兩大二氧化碳排放量最高的國家，在哥本哈根峰會上，不但無法攜手合作，反倒是針鋒相對，歸咎對方；在堅持本身利益的同時，要對方作出更大讓步。
哥本哈根大會沒有讓人類跳出水缸，大國之間相互扯後腿，逼使大家都留在水缸。
一紙“記錄在案”的氣候協議，只是同意減少排放溫室氣體，卻沒有制訂目標，也沒有執行方案。
窮國與島國皆大失所望。面對淹沒威脅的太平洋小島圖瓦盧代表說，這是對未來的背叛；非洲蘇丹的代表說，協議是判處非洲死刑，形同大屠殺。
齊心減排唯一選擇
對馬來西亞而言，首相納吉出席了哥本哈根大會，也發言要求大國應該基於公平原則，減少二氧化碳排放量。
但是，作為致力追求成長的發展中國家，大馬也無法擺脫現有的經濟生產，以及生活模式。
大馬社會對地球暖化問題，還未充份覺醒，政府和人民的態度都相當冷漠。
跨國的“2009氣候信心調查”中，只有35%的大馬人表示同意“氣候變化和我們的反應，是當今最令人擔心的課題”；2008年時，同意的比率則高達52%。
氣候變遷日益嚴峻，人們卻未感受它的急迫性。
或許，大馬的地理環境，處於相對比較安全和穩定的地區；也許，大馬其它紛雜的政經社會議題，分散了人民的關注。
然而，冷漠和無知，導致我們對本土的氣候變遷缺乏研究和調查，而不知道周遭的環境和生態所出現變化。
暖化的腳步，可能已經對我們的自然生態、農作物、水資源、空氣素質等，悄悄產生影響；而我們還在採取觀望態度。
作為地球公民的成員，大馬也躲不過地球暖化帶來的衝擊。
如何參與地球公民的協作，阻止地球升溫2度C，大馬政府和人民沒得選擇，無從逃避，必須加入減排救地球的行列。
| 從1度C到6度C 英國作家萊納斯（Mark Lynas）閱讀了上千篇科學論文，走訪多位氣候和環境專家，以兩年時間，寫出《六度的變化》（Six Degrees）一書。 書中預測地球每升溫1度C，會帶來的後果；當升溫6度C，就是人類滅亡的臨界點。 升高1度C： 升高2度C： 升高3度C： 升高4度C： 升高5度C： 升高6度C： 超過6度C： |
地球暖化，真與假
北極冰層真的會融化？海水會淹沒海岸和島嶼？農田會化為荒漠？物種會大量滅絕？
地球暖化真的那麼嚴重嗎？
如果是，大災難會在甚麼時候到來？
目前，科學家有3種看法。
第一種代表主流觀點，認為暖化已經啟動，地球溫度正在上升。
過去幾年的氣候異常，水災、乾旱特別明顯和嚴重，環境生態出現突變，都是暖化所造成。
他們相信，地球升溫是因為人類的經濟活動，以及生活型態直接導致。譬如工業生產排放大量的二氧化碳，過度畜牧導致造氧降低和乾旱。
如果人類不作出積極改變，地球溫度可能在10年至20年間，升高2度，屆時，各種預見的災難都會成為真實。
這種觀點，以聯合國的“跨政府氣候變遷專家小組”（IPCC）為代表，普遍受到國際社會認可和接受。
第二種持懷疑論。他們認為地球暖化不明顯，而且，屬於大自然規律的一部份，與人類活動沒有直接關係。
他們說，千萬年來，地球溫度走高走低，起起伏伏；如今正是進入高溫期；一旦過了高峰，就會回復正常。
他們也批評暖化課題被誇大，人類不需要杞人憂天，減排也無濟於事。
第三種的觀點接近主流，不過更加激進。
他們認為即便是IPCC也低估了暖化的嚴重性，地球升溫的災難會更加嚴重，也更快到來。
不過，最近爆發英國研究中心“炮制”這種言論，目的是容易取得研究經費，影響彼等的公信力。
第一種加上第三種觀點，相當確定了地球暖化的真實性，以及人類所要負的責任。
2009年12月31日星期四
回顾2009
年秒，各大报章都在报导2009大马十大。不是在取笑大马的政治人物的经典词句，就是在诉说大马的乱象，听了还真的有点悲哀。当然还是有些人值得让我们怀念，如已逝华教伟人沈穆雨，演艺圈里查姬雅阿娜斯等，他们为社会带来无穷的贡献。
看完大马十大，也是时候让自己沉淀，回顾自己二零零九年的十大：
一大：全新换了一个前所未有的形象。～我把头发弄卷了～
二大：人生第一次去新加坡，享受一个人的行旅，顺便疗神养伤。去没有人认识的地方，无需严守仪容，不必在意别人的眼光，可以自我释放的纵横大道。发现自己爱上一个人的行旅
三大：第一次和辩论谷的成员到台湾，支持小瓜的比赛并游玩台北。也是第一次程搭飞机。
北投温泉、麻辣火锅、台湾鸭舌、阿宗面线、好乐迪KTV、淡水码头、情人桥。。。
尽情享受吃、和、玩、乐 ～
更预想不到的是。。。24/2。。。既然在台北过。
这一届的小瓜毕竟是我带下来，他们的成长让我安慰、光荣。所谓的带下来， 就是一代传一代的带。我当然不敢立功，毕竟是他们成才的不时我，我只是从筹备立场活动到集训，再到准备小比赛到大比赛，真心对待他们，看着他们的付出与成长，让我真的很安慰。
说到功劳，我不及学长-KK没有权。他一直对辩论谷的贡献与坚持，让我感动，佩服，学习。
人的真心付出，总时可以轻易让我感动。也因为辩论谷学长～KK，有权，vv，润桓，慧玲等对辩论谷的不离不弃，更让我坚持长留。因为这里有社会缺少的 ～真心+人情+开心。
～我爱辩论谷～
四大：成功征服了KK山，在沙巴游玩了12天。。。最想念天涯海角的海风
五大：成功兄妹团出国旅行～飞向香港+澳门！
最衰H1N1，双亲不敢冒险一搏。不然就达成心愿，家人团出国旅行。
但敢死队的我们平安归家，体验无穷！～我爱香港～
我爱香港的繁华；
我爱香港的夜景；
我爱香港的廉洁；
我爱香港的冻拎茶；
我爱香港的点心粥；
我爱香港的捷运；（如此方便）
我爱香港的街名；（如此熟悉）
我更爱香港购物。
六大：顺利完成硕士论文，成功毕业硕士学位，完成我人生一段里程碑。
更开心的是，全家出席我的毕业典礼，让我感动万分。
从小不管成绩多好， 家人也不会出席家长日，也不曾亲自领成绩单。
但我不会怪他们，我很清楚的了解及谅解他们因为忙着工作养家才会有所忽略。
我只是对它一直向往，希望有一天他们会出席。我终于等到这天了~我爱我的家人 ~
谢谢您们！
谢谢爸爸妈妈，含辛茹苦的养育我成才。从礼堂出来，我就有拥抱他们的冲动～我做到了！！！
这也是我想要改变我和家人表示爱的体现。从小家人都不会把爱说出口，只会用打或骂来爱我们，关心我们。所以我们也不会把爱说出来， 大家只会默默行动实践出来。
接下来2010年，我将要做的就是。。。报答家人，回馈予家。希望不只是物资。
七大：开始了我人生另一段新的路程～工作生活。
因为工作，改变了我的生活模式，思维态度、社交圈子。。。体验另一种经历。
八大：成功攀登了关丹的林明山，Wangsa Maju的水晶山。
每次在爬山的过程当中都有所启发：
1。人生就像爬山一样，不管前方的路崎岖难行，只要我们坚持，永不放弃，终会达到你的目标，感受及体验到山上的美丽。
2。没有走过，永远不知前方的路是多崎岖；所以有时见步行步，也是可以减少不必要的顾虑。所谓“桥到船头自然直”。
3。 爬山就像追求成功，经历千辛万苦，甚至冒着生命危险，就是为了要享受山上的一刻快感、满足感、成就感，甚至虚荣感，别无其他建设性或意义。
（当然爬山有他的意义，那就是锻炼身体，培养毅力。其实，追求满足感，成就感或虚荣感也是人之常情，因为世界上要栽培伟人跟本就不容易。至少好过没有目标或失去方向的人生，跟本就不懂往哪里走，何谈价值?）
九大： 养成阅读的习惯
1.《拼命去死》九把刀
2. 《让高墙倒下吧 》李家同
3.《世说心语》刘墉
4.《爱要一生的惊艳》刘墉
5. 《雨啊，请你到非洲》 金惠子
6.《六弄咖啡馆》藤井树
7.《The Last Lecture》Randy Pausch
8.《陌生人》 李家同
9.《目送》 龙应台
*2010年，要每月至少一本书。
十大：*留给自己的个人私隐*
看完大马十大，也是时候让自己沉淀，回顾自己二零零九年的十大：
一大：全新换了一个前所未有的形象。～我把头发弄卷了～
二大：人生第一次去新加坡，享受一个人的行旅，顺便疗神养伤。去没有人认识的地方，无需严守仪容，不必在意别人的眼光，可以自我释放的纵横大道。发现自己爱上一个人的行旅
三大：第一次和辩论谷的成员到台湾，支持小瓜的比赛并游玩台北。也是第一次程搭飞机。
北投温泉、麻辣火锅、台湾鸭舌、阿宗面线、好乐迪KTV、淡水码头、情人桥。。。
尽情享受吃、和、玩、乐 ～
更预想不到的是。。。24/2。。。既然在台北过。
这一届的小瓜毕竟是我带下来，他们的成长让我安慰、光荣。所谓的带下来， 就是一代传一代的带。我当然不敢立功，毕竟是他们成才的不时我，我只是从筹备立场活动到集训，再到准备小比赛到大比赛，真心对待他们，看着他们的付出与成长，让我真的很安慰。
说到功劳，我不及学长-KK没有权。他一直对辩论谷的贡献与坚持，让我感动，佩服，学习。
人的真心付出，总时可以轻易让我感动。也因为辩论谷学长～KK，有权，vv，润桓，慧玲等对辩论谷的不离不弃，更让我坚持长留。因为这里有社会缺少的 ～真心+人情+开心。
～我爱辩论谷～
四大：成功征服了KK山，在沙巴游玩了12天。。。最想念天涯海角的海风
五大：成功兄妹团出国旅行～飞向香港+澳门！
最衰H1N1，双亲不敢冒险一搏。不然就达成心愿，家人团出国旅行。
但敢死队的我们平安归家，体验无穷！～我爱香港～
我爱香港的繁华；
我爱香港的夜景；
我爱香港的廉洁；
我爱香港的冻拎茶；
我爱香港的点心粥；
我爱香港的捷运；（如此方便）
我爱香港的街名；（如此熟悉）
我更爱香港购物。
六大：顺利完成硕士论文，成功毕业硕士学位，完成我人生一段里程碑。
更开心的是，全家出席我的毕业典礼，让我感动万分。
从小不管成绩多好， 家人也不会出席家长日，也不曾亲自领成绩单。
但我不会怪他们，我很清楚的了解及谅解他们因为忙着工作养家才会有所忽略。
我只是对它一直向往，希望有一天他们会出席。我终于等到这天了~我爱我的家人 ~
谢谢您们！
谢谢爸爸妈妈，含辛茹苦的养育我成才。从礼堂出来，我就有拥抱他们的冲动～我做到了！！！
这也是我想要改变我和家人表示爱的体现。从小家人都不会把爱说出口，只会用打或骂来爱我们，关心我们。所以我们也不会把爱说出来， 大家只会默默行动实践出来。
接下来2010年，我将要做的就是。。。报答家人，回馈予家。希望不只是物资。
七大：开始了我人生另一段新的路程～工作生活。
因为工作，改变了我的生活模式，思维态度、社交圈子。。。体验另一种经历。
八大：成功攀登了关丹的林明山，Wangsa Maju的水晶山。
每次在爬山的过程当中都有所启发：
1。人生就像爬山一样，不管前方的路崎岖难行，只要我们坚持，永不放弃，终会达到你的目标，感受及体验到山上的美丽。
2。没有走过，永远不知前方的路是多崎岖；所以有时见步行步，也是可以减少不必要的顾虑。所谓“桥到船头自然直”。
3。 爬山就像追求成功，经历千辛万苦，甚至冒着生命危险，就是为了要享受山上的一刻快感、满足感、成就感，甚至虚荣感，别无其他建设性或意义。
（当然爬山有他的意义，那就是锻炼身体，培养毅力。其实，追求满足感，成就感或虚荣感也是人之常情，因为世界上要栽培伟人跟本就不容易。至少好过没有目标或失去方向的人生，跟本就不懂往哪里走，何谈价值?）
九大： 养成阅读的习惯
1.《拼命去死》九把刀
2. 《让高墙倒下吧 》李家同
3.《世说心语》刘墉
4.《爱要一生的惊艳》刘墉
5. 《雨啊，请你到非洲》 金惠子
6.《六弄咖啡馆》藤井树
7.《The Last Lecture》Randy Pausch
8.《陌生人》 李家同
9.《目送》 龙应台
*2010年，要每月至少一本书。
十大：*留给自己的个人私隐*
2009年12月10日星期四
枯闷の工作生活
对目前工作生活发闷到极点！
每天醒来，都有不想去工作的冲动。
但因为责任问题，都硬着头皮去上班。
上班后，你就别妄想下班。
每日都加班 ，工作以外的时间及生活都逐渐少了。
连自己的生活乐趣就没了。
只有周日是属于自己的。
之前的每逢周六还是上班日。
每天都感觉很忙，很累，
就来发疯了 。
如此行尸走肉的生活还要挨多久？
同事相处和好，
可是见到他们都想呕，
可想那程度已到了非一般的水准 。
不是我不要改变现状，而是社会不允许。
目前也没有什么公司要招聘人，
只因大家都想拿了花红才离开，这也是人之常情。
现在惟有等待，
等待时机的降临。
我要做的，该做的，
都有不停的在做。
现在唯一可以为自己做的就是
为自己安排一个美好的假期。
我什么地方都不想去，
突然只想回家，
只想呆在家 ，
看看书
听听歌，
爬爬山，
拍拍照，
写写字，
陪陪家人，
就是如此简单而已。
想拥有一个人的行旅~
让我单人行去 修行吧！
（也是时候让自己沉淀，充充电！）
但因为责任问题，都硬着头皮去上班。
上班后，你就别妄想下班。
每日都加班 ，工作以外的时间及生活都逐渐少了。
连自己的生活乐趣就没了。
只有周日是属于自己的。
之前的每逢周六还是上班日。
每天都感觉很忙，很累，
就来发疯了 。
如此行尸走肉的生活还要挨多久？
同事相处和好，
可是见到他们都想呕，
可想那程度已到了非一般的水准 。
不是我不要改变现状，而是社会不允许。
目前也没有什么公司要招聘人，
只因大家都想拿了花红才离开，这也是人之常情。
现在惟有等待，
等待时机的降临。
我要做的，该做的，
都有不停的在做。
现在唯一可以为自己做的就是
为自己安排一个美好的假期。
我什么地方都不想去，
突然只想回家，
只想呆在家 ，
看看书
听听歌，
爬爬山，
拍拍照，
写写字，
陪陪家人，
就是如此简单而已。
想拥有一个人的行旅~
让我单人行去 修行吧！
（也是时候让自己沉淀，充充电！）